Back on here but now It looks like its only my cousin on… hey Les <3

Its Christmas! YAYYY. I am overwhelmed by this Christmas, its been the most fulfilling Christmas in a long time. The simple fact that Leslie and Uncle Jim were there made me feel so happy just to feel like it use to. The parties are a lot quieter with out them…. and the other fact is for once this Christmas I made a huge impact on someones life in a positive way, and just knowing that there Christmas is so much brighter because of it fills me with Joy. I earned 800$ for a family in need, for the father of one of my sorority sisters who couldn’t pay medical bills. When Kate (my sister) came to the sorority saying “I am only asking because, well my dad needs help” I could only imagine how helpless she felt watching her father struggle, not knowing if he could pay for medicine. I remember when my mom had her stroke, or when my dad had his infection, or when grandma fell, or when Leslie had her blood clot… how utterly helpless I felt. How I just PRAYED there was something I could do. I now realize with my cousin that we are so blessed to have such a loving close knit family. I can’t imagine my life with out being surrounded by them like I am on a daily basis… they mean the world to me.

“Although you are biased I love your advice. Your comebacks are quick and probably have to do with your insecurities. There is no shame on being crazy, depending on how you take these words I am phrasing- this relationship we’re staging. What a beautiful mess this is…Well the wait it was so worth it” ~Jason Mraz

another being- why do people rush into relationships… hint: if you still like another guy, don’t get into a relationship with someone else.

still have a million thoughts running through my head. One being, was I ever that girl I see in my highschool pictures…? So glad I left that hell hole of a school.